That Fucking Gorgeous Redhead

The curtains ready to drop.

And guess who's still standing there?

Me... and Him...

.Dave.

I got really bored today, the results are worth reading but I figured if you have dial up like me then you dont want to waste precious bandwith loading images..... lol

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( Quiz Results O.o )

So I took the day off from work because I feel crappy. Now, what to do with it?

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Didn't get the stang :( back to the drawing board...

Who knows what this means.... Maybe something better this way comes...

Two big bits of news.

I'm going to try again to move to Florida. I alerted both of my retail jobs and they promised me transfer positions at Florida stores (yay!). I'd be moving the first weekend of November. I'm back with Dave, Happiness much! There will be apartment living for us together and I can't wait.

At first I was wary because I wasn't sure if I could try this again, I felt like a fool last time when it didn't work. I felt rejected and abandoned. If it happens again I don't know what I'll do.
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News #2.

I found a car! It's not COMPLETELY official yet, but damn close... It's a silver 2001 manual Ford Mustang 2 door.... pictures to follow

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs
[x] You have a lot of friends
[x] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven't made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You're into writing and art
[ ] Favorite music genre is pop rock
[ ] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory
[ ] Abortion is wrong
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold
[ ] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[ ] You plan on going to college

TOTAL: 5

HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[ ] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[x] You're an optimist.
[ ] You're completely straight-edge.
[x] You're very emotional
[x] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[ ] You don't believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You've made fun of at least one person this week.

TOTAL: 7

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[x] Sports suck.
[x] You're shy.
[ ] Bush is trying his hardest
[x] You've been in love or are now.
[ ] Hate is completely unneeded.
[ ] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in a while you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[ ] Red is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Serious is better than funny.

TOTAL: 8

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you hate.
[ ] Basketball is a good sport.
[x] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something serious.
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[ ] You are not very loyal.
[x] You like heavy metal
[ ] They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You're scared to grow up.
[ ] You've done drugs in the past month.
[ ] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 9

I figured Out what my eternal hell will be.

I will be forced to try and sleep in a room with huge windows on all four walls.
They will have white lace curtains.
It will always be daytime.


My mom yelled at me for hanging a sheet on the west window again.... The Light- It burns.

She's such a bitch. Then again I've slept till 2PM the last two days it's been up there... maybe there's a connection.

Nah!

Date with Jon Story today. Maybe I'll have a story for y'all when I get back tonight. hehe I <3 Puns.

~Jaqi

Poll #788559 Future?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4

Where Should I live?

Do You miss Having me around you?

Well The weekend at Dave's is winding Down. Very interesting..

It was nice to not have a curfew, be able to pick up and leave, stay up late, be with friends (Liz came over for two nights). We celebrated my birthday with Ice Cream Cake and Vodka. The vodka sucked but the cake was good. all and all it was a good weekend.

Only one drawback... DeArc. Now I have no issues when the guy is here as long as he stays away but he was just there the entire time. He drives me insane after 5 minutes because he is so stubborn and narrow-minded. Conversation leaves me in need of a VERY stiff drink. One plus though, I saw someone else for how two-faced they are.

So thanks for calling me a skank Asshole. Who says that anymore? Oh, that's right Uptight conservatives with the maturity of a kindergartener who has a speedy car to make up for other shortcomings. Jackass.

Haha, work was okay all weekend. Thursday and Friday I closed with Rob which is always fun. Saturday there was awkwardness between Mel and Dennis but when she left we blew up someof the "Blow-up American Gladiator Type Weapons" and Tracy and I dueled in front of the Cash Wrap. After that Dennis and I took the stuff out in front of the store and did some Live demo stuff (There wasn't much else to do that day). I mean I organized the entire stock of Draven Shoes and that's always a last resort for something to do.

Yesterday was the best though. It was just Tracey and I working (She sent Kevin home), and sunday means close is at 6. around 4 PM Tracey runs by the CashWrap and throws the jewelry case keys at me. I just stood there kinda shocked as she ran out of the store screaming at these two 14- year- old girls. She marched them back in and asked them if they had taken some items.

Girl A. begins swearing to God that they didn't to take anything. (Synopsis of Girl A: White Trailer Trash who sleeps around and is no stranger to the 5-finger-discount.) Girl A, then insists that Traceys accusations are far-fetched and unappreciated. Then Tracey explains that we just got a new item in stock 4 hours prior and she KNEW that she didn't ring up any and I didn't ring up any and that now there was only one left. She then explained that she witnessed them handling the items in question.

Girl B. then offers to pay for the items just to get out of there. (Synopsis of Girl B. Quiet taller girl who probably hangs out with Girl A. to get out of the house even though she knows she's not a good person.) Tracey explains how she doesn't want the money- she wants the items back. Girl B. Then produces the item in question hoping to end the whole matter.

At this point Tracey yells to me to call Mall Security and the police. Now, I'm so amused by the whole situation that I freeze up. I duck down to where the mall directory is and manage to call the front desk  to page security.  then I call the hamilton township ploce dept. I get the administractive offices and Have no clue how to get a person on the phone on a sunday. So I hung up and walked to the stock room where Girl A. is emptying her bag for Tracey, and inform her that the number wasn't right and she tells me to call 9-1-1. At this point the girls start bawling bc we really ARE calling the cops.

At this point security shows up so Tracey comes up to call our friends at Hot Topic, and the manager at Claires because Merchandise from their stores were found as well. Luckily Chris -our manager buddy- from hot topic was walking by so we just yelled for him to come in and then I called claires. By this point our friends (everyone who works within a 6 store radius of us) are tying to figure out wy managers from other srores are coming to spencers at the same time.

Then the cops showed up and I got a text from Jon - hottie at T-mobile that is in love with me, that I can see at all times while he's working- Asking me what's going on. I let him know and  then Steve, Tracey's roommate (also at TMobile) Waves to me and gives me a thumbs-up. So by now Dave walks in and Tracey comes out to tell me to call Steve and tell him they'e about to walk them out in handcuffs. So the cops walk the girls out and if you look at all of the associates in the surrounding stores- they're all laughing. It was great. And that ladies and gentlemen, made my fucking day :)

Oh! and I finally got my second holes in my ears done... just the start of many. Thank-You Courtney!

By the way- I'm using My Police themed Icon in honor of Girls A&B. Good luck in Juvie ladies.

My modem went '_splodey. So no internet on my baby till it's fixed. So here I am on my bro's computer again bc he's nice to me.


I got my second job *YAY* at EBgames in the mall so I'm am ecstatic!!! HOORAH!!!

There's a 31-year-old who stalks me... should I be afraid?

Dave and I have separated so to speak. I think it's for the best. I am happy though bc he's still my best friend whom I tell everything and talk to everynight. :) Other than that, nothing to report.... ttyl lata

I still don't know what I'm doing. But I also don't care as much anymore. I was talking to ^Rob, my favorite psych major, and venting to him. He asked me why I kept trying to go back to dave. After a lot of back and forth I think I figured out it's because he's my safety net. Being with him has been my goal for the last year. Working towards moving to Florida has been my goal to get through the summer. If I don't have that then I really have nothing to work towards. ^Rob kept telling me that I am "One of the few girls he knows that doesn't need a safety net". Blah blah blah.

The "plenty of guys would kill for you" speech ensued. But that doesn't make my life any easier. I would feel so aimless if I wasn't working towards Florida. I already sacrificed so much to be there, the city I love, the job I love, and even my car... (maybe I would have paid to repair it if I thought I would need it).

Everybody says I should just break up with him, I deserve better, and when I go to bed alone everynight I can't help but think that too.

I hate this bullshit.

Lol, I was just miserable and then Schoolhouse Rock Just came on iTunes and I just got the biggest Grin.

Yay for Rufus Xavier Saspirilla!! And Rafiella Gabriella Saspririlla!! And Albert Andreas Armadilla!

[A is for age]
2 Years Till I can Drink

[B is for booze of choice]
Grey Goose

[C is for career:]
Spencers Hottie

[D is for your drug of choice]
If I did Drugs- E

[E is for one essential item you use everyday]
iPod

[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
Promiscuous Girl

[G is for favorite game:]
Insaniquarium

[H is for Hometown:]
Dorothy NJ

[I is for instruments you play:]
a lil Guitar, a lil Piano, and a lot of my own vocal chords :P

[J is for favorite juice?:]
Island Guava

[K is for kids?:]
Not For Me

[L is for last hug:]
John from Lids

[m is for marriage]
At this rate? Either none or too many...

[N is for nickname:]
Jaqi, or is that my name now?

[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
None

[P is for phobia's:]
Christmas Elves, Armpits, & Big Hairy Spiders

[Q is for quote:]
"I have no friends, therefore, my friends do not interfere with my plans" - Chris

[R is for biggest regret]
Leaving North Jersey

[S is for singing:]
All The Time, I'm told I'm pretty good

[T is for time you woke up;]
11:45 AM

[U is for underwear:]
Right Now, None

[V is for vegetable you love:]
Tomato

[W is for worst habit]
NailBiter

[X is for x-rays you've got:]
One For A Sprained Pinky

[Y is for yummy food you make]
Twice Baked, Cheese & Bacon Potatoes

[Z is for zodiac sign:]
Cancer



Thank-You For The Welcome Distraction Gabe

Well, Alas here I am in South Jersey typing on my brother's computer using Dial-Up, so sad- I know. ugh. Anyway, it's my day off (I work at Spencer's in the FABULOUS Hamilton Mall-lol) And I'm waiting for Mike to get done work so I can go out.

You're probably thinking "Mike? what Mike? Her brother Mike?" No, not my brother... the gorgeous Italian whom I met at -get this- my grandfather's wake. We went out that night to Wildwood and hit off great, so we're going out again tonight. Again you may be asking "What about Dave?" Well, I'm still frustrated with David because I'm still in Joisey as I like to say, so I'm exploring my options and "dating" again. Dave and I talked and I really think this is best way for me to appreciate him, or recognize if he's not the right guy, either way this was my solution and he agreed to try it out.

So here I am- back on the dating scene. Feels kinda wierd. I mean the other day I gave my number to this Guy, we'll call him X. Well after several clingy texts from X I finally broke down and clled him. Let's just say it was bad.

X: So when are we going to go out?
Me: Well, I don't like to go out with guys who I've barely ever spoken to...
X: Okay, so is Friday good for you?
Me: Umm,,, I'll think about it. (?!?)
::Uncomfortable silence::
Me: So where do you live?
X: Brigintine
Me: Whoa that's a haul-
X: Don't worry, I'll give you gas money
::At this point I'm rolling my eyes thinking 'what a gentlemen' ::
Me: Yeah, we'll see
X: So can I ask you a question.
Me: ::Bracing myself:: What do you want to ask me?
X: Did it hurt?
Me: ::Again rolling my eyes:: Did what Hurt?
X: When you fell out of heaven...
Me: Oh my God, you really said that? Look, I gotta go- I'll call you later this week.

*HANG UP*

Lord Help Me.

It's been a while,

Not in Florida- Yet.

Don't have time for an in depth entry.

I miss you all

My south Jersey readers: call me, I'm here for two (?) more weeks.

~Jax

So.. I don't think I have a right to be hurt. But I am.

I'm torn apart inside.

I'm on the verge of tears. It started as a small nagging thing, then it snowballed and now I feel a million times worse. Goddammit it hurts.

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It's been a month since I've updated and my first one since then is- is this?

Goddamn it all.

~Jaqi

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